Something happened several weeks ago that makes me want to throw a temper tantrum just like my 2 year old when she doesn't get what she wants. As most of you know we are heading to Columbus, MS in just 2.5 short weeks, and I have been looking online for a house since December when we found out where the Air Force was sending us next. So back in March, Ian and I made the trek to Columbus, MS, looked at 20 homes and did not feel good about anything we saw. But then early May, I found this AWESOME home with a wrap around front porch and swings to boot and it looked GLORIOUS! Ian went on a cross country a couple of weekends ago and he took 25 minutes worth of video for me, came back and showed me the home and right there on the spot, we decided we had found THE HOUSE! Nothing was wrong with it...NOTHING! So we called up the owner, made a great offer and he said enthusiastically, "Y'all have a deal!" We were thrilled as the house search was finally over! The owner told us that he didn't want to do any bidding wars as another family was coming the next day but that we had a DEAL!
Well 2 days later, the man called us back and said the other family was willing to pay $25,000 more than the original asking price. We were puzzled, shocked and quite frustrated to say the least! WHAT??? You have got to be kidding! Ian and I thought we were coming back to a depressed economy NOT a market for bidding wars! We were so disappointed that this man had not been honest with us when he said, "Y'ALL HAVE A DEAL!" Now we understood why he didn't want to take the earnest $$$ we insisted on. So after Ian and I talked about this for literally a full day we decided to make an offer higher than the other family. When we called back the man was not home and wouldn't be back until late that evening so Ian and I kept praying about it and finally came to the conclusion that this house was NOT where God wanted us to be. It was perfect in every way, but we no longer had a peace about it as we felt like God was really blocking the way. So we called the fella back the next day and told him we just didn't have a peace about the home but if something fell through with the other family to give us a call.
So this is where the temper tantrum comes in...so many times we want things in our own timing, but God is saying "NO" and He knows what's best for us just like Ian and I know what's best for our girls. But we wanted to stomp our feet and we wanted to make this happen, but we know that we would rather live within God's protection for us any day than be in the house of our dreams and NOT be where God wants us to be.
Ian and I are so tired and kinda weary and ready for this training to be over and we are SO READY to get settled in Mississippi after being in transition for 6 months...that is 1/2 of the year! But we were just talking this morning before Ian left to fly that we are so very BLESSED to have the sweet marriage God has given us and our precious girls too! That is truly what is important!
I had visions of sitting on that front porch with the girls and waiting for Ian to come home from work and all 3 of his girls greeting him with hugs and kisses...and that front porch would have been perfect for sippin' on some sweet tea with friends and family, but for today I will trust that God knows BEST and that He knows which home we need and which neighborhood He will place us in.
And on another sweet note...when it was all said and done...my precious husband looked at me and said, "Ya know that other family might have needed that house more than we did!" I teared up and thanked God once again for my precious husband!